Tama sila, parang tinanggap ko nalang rin ang pambababae mo at may kashare ako sayo.
Urgh what the hell am i doing?
I love when you become so close with someone that you can see parts of each other in one another and you begin to say the same things and steal lines from one another and have a similar sense of humor and can exchange an inside joke with just a glance you don’t even have to talk because you have such a strong connection with them and you can sit in comfortable silence but also talk for hours it’s really hard to find that kind of compatibility
Am i not worth fighting for? Im so tired of hearing “i hope it’s you” . Because, seriously if it’s really me then why not fight for me? Why not choose me? It’s not flatterig to hear that i should be the one or it should have been me and not her. It hurts me more because what did i do to deserve all your regrets for not choosing me over her.
You know what, I dont feel nice that you think of me when you look at her. I dont feel good that you think of me before you sleep right next to her. And hell i dont feel proud that after so many years you are still wondering about what if it was me you ended up with.
Saying those things won’t make it feel better because it doesn’t change the fact that you never fought for me, you never chose me and you let me go. You have never done anything to make me stay. Nothing.
I have so many things to tell you…